Thursday, September 25, 2008 @ 10:00 AM
i am a bit tired.
i lacking of sleep.
i need some beauty sleep.
@ 9:06 AM
the news of the morning was-
my uncle-in-law pass away.
i remember my house phone rang in the early morning that spoke of the news.
but he's out to a place where's there's no more pain.
rest in peace.
i remember when i was teaching primary three science about living things.
i remember i say all living things have to die.
i mean literally, no one would really understand that at such a young age.
it's only when you grow up older, then you will understand, feel and see.
and cancer is really scary, sigh.
Initially there's a family wedding this Sunday.
but now i think, dad, me and my siblings will attend the wedding but not the funeral
my mom will attend the funeral but not the wedding.
Life is short.
play hard.
count your blessing.
Rest in peace, uncle-in-law.
Wednesday, September 24, 2008 @ 8:38 AM
风筝飞向天空而去的时候，总觉得那风筝似乎好像越来越渺小。
难道，距离就是这样衡量的吗？
再失望一次，总好比让我开心一次。
最起码，我已经麻木了。
算了也忘了吧。
我可以做到的。
虽然，心情有点失望。
但是，我还是为我的一个朋友感到开心喔！:)
alright, got to go to school soon!
Monday, September 22, 2008 @ 6:52 PM
his new song! =P
he's releasing his album next month.
HAVE TO GET IT OKAY?
i like the lyrics. especially the first few lines.
his songs really does magic, ain't it?
really cheer a person up if that person is emo. :)
《稻 香》 词：周杰伦 曲：周杰伦
对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢继续往前走
为什么人要这么的脆弱 堕落
请你打开电视看看
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡 随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑 乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好
不要这么容易就想放弃 就像我说的
追不到的梦想 换个梦不就得了
为自己的人生鲜艳上色 先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色
笑一个吧 功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
童年的纸飞机 现在终于飞回我手里
所谓的那快乐 赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了 谁在偷笑呢
我靠着稻草人吹着风唱着歌睡着了
哦 哦 午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦 哦 阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡 随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑 乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好
Sunday, September 21, 2008 @ 12:51 PM
千万不可以生气。
真的不可以。
@ 11:32 AM
撑了好久，好久。
也总算撑过去了。
不属于我的，我也不能说我失去过。
但是，心里总是还会有一丝丝的盼望。
但那些盼望，会随着时间，慢慢的消失。
而我的心已没有那一丝小小的盼望了。
有时候，真的很不想长大。
而当我慢慢长大的时候，我偶然会对着这些回忆而对自己傻笑。
因为这一些回忆是美好的。
那一份回忆，我一定会收好。
也会为它，画上一个完美的句点！
我想我真的长大了。
:)
Saturday, September 20, 2008 @ 11:58 AM
i gave up.
i really gave up this time round.
emo-ing.
tomorrow will be a better day!
smile DD, you can do it.
you really can do it!
i believe.
:)
Friday, September 19, 2008 @ 2:23 PM
tomorrow will always be a better day.
:)
Wednesday, September 17, 2008 @ 3:05 AM
i didn't study anything for FTT.
and it's this Friday.
and i want to change it.
but then, i am just too late.
and now i going to fail on Friday already.
ahhh, i feel so irritated by myself.
please do bless me.
speaking of which, i really lazy to do a lot of things now.
i say to top up my driving account, but nope, i didn't.
and DD please stop taking cab unnecessary.
i need to save money.
today i took cab from home to sch because i am terribly late.
feel so bankrupt since last week.
and. . .
tomorrow will be a better day.
cheer up everyone.
:)
Monday, September 15, 2008 @ 11:46 PM
school started today.
MSM first of all. and they immediately gave us one whole stack of notes in a plastic bag.and i got a hard time carrying it home just now that i gave up and took BUS home from the interchange.
FI i got nothing to say already.
after school was to the booth, since it's the art fest week.
and then to the KTV room that was open to all student to go in and sing to see see.
went off for dinner at JEC area there.
since i am the only girl there, i didn't really want to talk.
but i also don't want to be anti social either.
haha.
the journey back home is so long from Jurong East lor.
haha.
sometimes, i wish i can have a magic wand and then i can change what i want to change.
but tell me, how to change a people feeling now?
i wonder where is all my EQ for now.
i want them back.
:(
i am still coughing away.
and i realise since July, i have been sick.
haha
okay, till then.
Sunday, September 14, 2008 @ 4:54 PM
i fall sick.
:(
actually, i also don't know why i fall sick again.
because the fact that i fall sick one month ago, now again.
i think my body don't like me.
i dislike flu, cough, muscle ache, ear block and all.
on a lighter note.
i met up with nic, adam & leechin on Friday at Taka Seoul Garden (maybe that's why i fall sick yesterday).
Performance yesterday for open house over. still left Tuesday.
went to XiuRong 21st at NSRCC (which is also the place where i held my 21st last year) & stay over there as well despite i am sick.
went ktv and i slept like log at 3am after bathing and all.
since i slept with CY in the same room, we talk till the medicine let me feel drowsy. haha
reach home in the late morning after going to bedok for Mcdonald breakfast.
and i reach home slept like log until 3pm.
ahhh. let me get well soon.
tomorrow start school.
:(
Friday, September 12, 2008 @ 10:06 AM
was so tired for the past few days.
after sleeping for less than what was required for the past few days.
and i keep on waking up at 6am plus almost everyday for no reason.
was in school for the past 3 days.
totally shag out.
but finally i can stay at home and be a good girl today!
:)
but tonight dinner will be meeting up with my friends.
so i hope Seoul Garden wouldn't harm my throat, if not CY, you help me sing my part tomorrow. hahas.
i feel bad.
i feel really really bad.
for doing some things that ain't necessary.
for making my heart feel the pain.
i cried hard yesterday in my bed.
i remember the talk at McDonald yesterday with my friends.
not really a talk.
but they were saying lots of things that are making sense.
i choose to remain silence quite a lot of times, but then. in my heart,
i don't know why i still can't find the security.
i don't know why i choose to remain in my path, alone, but not along with you.
是你的，会是你的
不是你的，会不是你的
sorry friends, if i let you down.if i didn't heed the advice.
because i am suppose the one to choose what i want.
but i suppose the time, ain't right yet.
so now, let just stop all this.
let's be friend, alright?
Wednesday, September 10, 2008 @ 12:54 PM
some of the pictures from last month orientation chalet.
:)
so school will start next week.
and i have yet to settle the CRF
ahhh. i am so pek cek right now..
Tuesday, September 09, 2008 @ 10:33 AM
i know what i want.
not now.
not right.
go and have my breakfast before going out to school.
Monday, September 08, 2008 @ 11:40 AM
the love.
that never disappear.
the love.
that allow us to embrace.
the love.
that showered us with happiness.
the love.
that allow us to understand one another.
the love.
that never end.
you and me.
hand in hand.
together as one.
:)
Sunday, September 07, 2008 @ 11:44 AM
IT'S SUNDAY! :)
a beautiful Sunday, hopefully.
very tired now.
reach home at 2.35am this morning.
i promise not to take anymore cab. :x but i don't know if i can keep to that promise.
because if i want to stay out late.
no Night rider nor any other transportation already.the only transportation left is cab.
but even Night rider 7 and 7N which i took, the journey very long also.
but well anyway, going out later with the girls.
hope we can find what we want.
:)
smile.
indeed, hope it will be a beautiful Sunday.
Saturday, September 06, 2008 @ 10:59 AM
he called me yesterday.
i didn't answer.
just don't feel like answering it.
i know i am running away.
but that's me i suppose so.
the close it is, the further i will run away.
so draw the line, stop where you are.
Friday, September 05, 2008 @ 6:30 PM
Results out on Tuesday while i was working.
i was doing testing at that time , and in my mind, i just keep on thinking of results.
i check my results in my office after the testing.
yes, i pass everything.
but the marks ain't that fantastic enough.
don't think i can secure the honours at all for now.
but i find it really funny.
in the past, i would cry if i really don't do well up to my expectations.
but this time, i just feel numb.
not really those can't be bothered type.
but i guess when i see i pass everything, i am just so relieved.
i did a bit better for my macro & accounting than what i have expected (i thought i would fail this two).
despite i already lost 40 & 35 marks respectively.
i know a friend who keep on saying.
if you know how to do the 40 marks(5 marks short questions) macro questions or if i really did the accounting questions which i didn't have the time to do, i would do better for this two subjects.
a bit disappointed in PBF because the paper was manageable than other papers i did. but in the end, i only managed a second lower mark.
Corporate finance i did pass, but only manage a mark higher than the passing mark. which i feel lucky enough.
Congrat Denise for her outstanding results. your clif bro must be smiling up there, be proud of you. that's the result of studying very hard. i will learn it from you.
CY also!
at least i can't get honours, i will have friends who have first class honours. =p
thank god i pass everything even though it's not fanstastic.
i just got to work harder the next semester.
just hope at least i can get second upper. =x hopefully.
chiong.chiong.chiong.
today last day of work.
i think i will miss working there.
